Week 44: 10-Month Check In

Ten months in and the numbers tell one story while the inner work tells a completely different one. Laura runs through the June data, sits with a download graph on her podcast Useful Thinking, and watches herself get pulled toward a belief pattern she's caught before. This check-in covers what her 30-day visibility experiment actually produced versus what she expected, the decision to invest in a content coach and the criteria she held herself to before spending the money, and a $33 impulse purchase that tried to convince her she's failing at everything.

Ten months in. Laura runs through the June numbers, watches a download graph go the wrong direction on her Useful Thinking podcast, and catches a familiar belief pattern trying to make meaning out of it. This check-in covers what her 30-day visibility experiment actually moved in the data, a pivot to daily Substack presence, and a $33 impulse purchase that tried to convince her she's failing at everything. Two months left in her one year experiment and she is undeterred.

From letting a three-month graph tell her how it's going to be → to holding the vision and refusing to let a circumstance write the story.